Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The Emptiness

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One day you'll wake up and wonder--isn't someone missing? 

Then you'll shed a tear because you miss the emptiness.  

This sadness is my life; this overbearing theme pushing me further under, stifling each smile, burning beneath each forced note of laughed.  What is pure joy...full hearted happiness?  I no longer remember it's touch.  My only friend is loneliness...my closest companion and yet my silent killer hiding behind a mask of composure and small mindless chatter.  My heart is broken, but the pain becomes so numb.  Such irony inside my soul.

It's amazing how quickly dreams can die--this silence is my heartbreak--this dreamless state is my fall--this depression is writing the end.

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